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Okej… ovaj post je možda malo “out of date”, da ne kažem – bajat. Pišem ga nekoliko nedelja kasnije, iz srca guste portugalske šume, na čarobnom JuicyLand imanju – postujem u Beogradu.
Zašto tek sad? Pa… prvo da se slegnu utisci, da se sve to lepo „svari“, a drugo – hroničan nedostatak vremena…
Pisala sam već o Tantra festivalima… mogla bih da kažem da je ovaj bio samo još jedan u nizu…Da je sve to manje-više isto, samo novo pakovanje i druga zemlja.
Ali neee – JA nisam ista!
I kad već spomenuh „ista“, moram da pomenem ISTA-u (International School of Temple Arts) koja mi je baš pomogla da NE budem ista . Ali to je neka druga priča, za neki drugi post.
Šta je to što NIJE isto?
Ono što sam primetila jeste lakoća kretanja kroz prostor ispunjen emocijama, očekivanjima, interakcijama, (ne)poznatim licima, tišinom i smehom na pauzi za ručak…
Nekada sam u tome bila aktivni posmatrač. Posmatrala, upijala, analizirala…
Danas sam aktivni učesnik. Ne samo učesnik, već i neko ko pomaže nekim novim posmatračima da naprave svoj prvi korak. Da pređu tu tanku liniju između posmatranja i proživljavanja. I to mi je ogromna radost.
Ovakvi festivali nisu samo druženje, zabava, ples.. Oni su transformativne radionice koje nas vode kroz rad sa telom, umom, emocijama, uverenjima, sa našim ženskim i muškim principima.
To je kompletno unutrašnje putovanje, vođeno od strane stručnog, pažljivo izabranog tima vodiča koji duboko razumeju suštinu Tantre i stvaraju siguran prostor za sve što se u nama i oko nas dešava.
I svaki put kada mislim „ma sve je to isto“, shvatim da JA nisam ista.
I da u tome i jeste poenta
Ako vas zanima kako izgledaju ovakva iskustva ili osećate da je vreme da i vi pređete iz „posmatrača“ u „učesnika“ – pišite.
Rado ću podeliti svoje iskustvo i možda baš vi budete sledeći koji će reći: „Nisam više isti/a.“ 
Okay, this post might be a little “out of date”, not to say – stale.
I’m writing it a few weeks later, from deep within a lush Portuguese forest, on the magical JuicyLand estate, posting in Belgrade..
Why only now?
Well… first, I needed time to let all the impressions settle, to truly digest the experience, and second, the classic excuse: a chronic lack of time .
.I’ve written quite a bit about Tantra festivals before… and it would be easy to say this was just another one in the series.
More or less the same thing, just in a different country, with a different flavor.
But nooo – I’m not the same!
And while we’re on the topic of “the same” (or “ISTA” in Serbian), I have to mention ISTA – the International School of Temple Arts – which has been a big part of helping me not be the same 
But that’s a story for another post.
So, what isn’t the same?
I’ve noticed a new ease in how I move through spaces filled with emotions, expectations, interactions, (un)familiar faces, and moments of silence or laughter during a lunch break…
Where I used to be an active observer, by watching, absorbing, analyzing…
I’ve now become an active participant.
And even more than that, someone who helps new observers take their first step, crossing that fine line between watching life and living it.
And that brings me so much joy.
These festivals aren’t just about meeting people, dancing, and having fun. They are deeply transformative experiences – immersive workshops that guide you through exploring your body, mind, emotions, beliefs, and your inner feminine and masculine energies.
It’s a complete inner journey, held with care by a professional team of handpicked facilitators who truly understand the essence of Tantra, creating a safe, sacred space for everything that may arise within and around you.
And every time I catch myself thinking, “It’s all the same,”
I realize – I’m not the same anymore.
And that’s exactly the point.
If you’re curious about this kind of experience, or if you feel it’s time to step out of “observer mode” and become a true participant, feel free to reach out.
I’d be happy to share more of my experience.
And who knows – maybe you’ll be the next one to say:
“I’m not the same anymore.”
